First, allow me to explain what is ‘Ge-Er’ … it means that someone is big headed because of some words or actions.
Last Saturday nite, I asked my friend for nite walking around the city *Semarang* or just simply went to movie theatre. This new friend of mine is happened to be a already committed-guy, but not married yet. We’ve been friends since the training two months ago. So, I asked him through sms and his reply message was a funny, yet quite annoying for me … frankly, my pride *as a woman* was a bit offended. He replied: “hengh? sorry, I can’t cos I don’t want to make my girlfriend jealous.”
What a statement … too good that I couldn’t get piss off since I was in class. I just laughed, grin … and replied that he misunderstood me since I asked other friends and we’d like to use the car *he can’t drive but his housemate can*. … you see my point?
Well, anyway … I didn’t take it into my heart *as most of things in my life 
*. It just make me wonder … am I too outspoken or even too blunt in words and action that I feel out of manner in many events in my life? *at least in the perspective of Indonesian culture*
It’s just beyond words … I try to be ‘normal’ in my daily life among people. Gosh … it just too difficult, ey. I try to keep my sanity by expressing the half me elsewhere …. actually, I want to be out of ordinary … let’s be extraordinary and unique in our own way … shall we?
Anyway, I miss my friends … to whom I can share my wildest mind *miss you guys ….*. I also have many ideas for serious writing *knowledgeable stuffs*, but I just become too absorbed by the training *as if …he2*.
